I know the tears run down
yet feel no drops in their descent
i am inwardly crying out
"what have I become?"

Am I who i want to be
or the worlds version
which i cannot be
I feel lonely
and surrounded by darkness

I reach out for His arms
and slip and fall once more

I reach to people and
yet I fail them
and they fail me

Please let it rain down
drench my i want to drown in your
love and yet live and breathe still
I want to know your love
deeply i want to pursue you
and be pursued

Then will i find myself?
Will i find the one?

When will these tears run with joy?
when will my worries be gone?

One day